The thing is, I don't want to regret having wasted my life. Young people are having fun, having amazing parties and vacation trips with friends, having sex with girls, all that. None of that has happened to me so far.

Time passes, and I don't want to end up being one of those frustrated old people who keep telling young people to enjoy their life while it lasts because they failed theirs.

But no matter what I do, I have no control over this. Destiny has decided my life would be the way it is.

It's like for getting girls: why would a girl choose me when there are so many better guys around? Stronger, faster, more beautiful, more intelligent, more fun to be with, etc... Oh right, I have qualities too. Maybe I'm a better programmer. But that doesn't attract girls. Too bad.


Life is going, and I have no control over it. Maybe I should just resign and accept who I am instead of desperately hoping to be who I will never be. Maybe that's the key to happiness.

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Waking up lazily -> wee dreamfest and you don't remember half of them.

Last thing I remember is mom explaining things to my sister, like that if she failed to do something, she would need her bladder replaced with a synthesis one that always lets piss out. It was dubbed a "Christmas tree bladder" for some reason.

At the same time, I needed to pee in the dream. I still need to at the time of writing this.

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lazy wakeup again, so uh


Last dream involved me trying to boot my computer, but failing. The BIOS would print things and then ask for a password. I knew the password (it was a variation of my typical passwords, amusingly), I would type it, sometimes typo it, but when pressing Enter, it wouldn't work. It would just clear most of the screen in a glitchy fashion. The password display itself also randomly switched between using stars and showing the plaintext password.

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what an absurd dream


Fort Boyard was actually not on the coast of France, near Fouras, where it's supposed to be. The Fort Boyard TV show used tricks to make us believe that. The building was actually on a lake in USA.

In the dream, it seemed right. oh well

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Happy birthday!

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That was a weird dream revolving around a nightclub, more or less standard club things happening there.

I want to go to the toilets, they're weird, like, there's a series of doors, each leading into a ~10m long corridor with another door at the end leading to the actual toilet.

Later on, I'm outside, but want to get back in to go to the toilets (again? or just wrong order of things?), but it's closed. I climb a metal fence thing to get in anyway. One of the guards notices me, but he just tells me I'm weird and I should go talk with him.

Later, leaving the party with a girl (who happens to be a girl I know IRL, I don't have particular affinities with her though). We walk together acting like we're a couple, we don't hook up or anything though, maybe chat a little...


regardless, it's great to see that my subconscious is trolling me again

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It switched from AcmlmBoard to Acmlmboard when jumping to 2.0, apparently.

Was probably Xkeeper who did it, considering Jul is also Acmlmboard.

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ah, those old farts who think they can filter the Internet and 'protect' people from it

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Good job, man!

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From what I can observe around myself, it seems like there's no room for being chubby, but just that... Dunno how to explain it.


It's like there are three main clans regarding weight:


A. You are 'normal'. You strive to be the 'normal' size and adhere to the society standards. If you must, you will spend your time working out and eating low-calorie salad and other depressing food.


B. You don't care about your appearance. Either you're slim because you naturally stay slim, or you're obese and you have given up.


C. You are one of those morbidly obese deviants. You weigh over 200kg. You can't do anything without getting tired, but you love it and you have worked hard to convince yourself that you're sexy.



Where does that put me for example? I'm not even sure. I'm chubby and I like extra fat on people in healthy amounts.

This is an uncomfortable position pulling me apart between clans A and B. All signals say LOSE WEIGHT LOSE WEIGHT YOU ARE ABNORMAL LOSE WEIGHT. It's like in Mario Kart when you try to race backwards, the Lakitu constantly tells you to turn back.

It doesn't help that I have failed to find a proper style for myself, either. It's like anything I try looks like shit on me.



So yeah. This is where chubby people go, they're either forced into normality or considered to not give a shit about their appearance. This is utter bullshit. You can be chubby and look nice. Fuck the norms.

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I'll have to mention a positive thing though, there's a new law here about ads using model pictures: if the picture is photoshopped, they're required to mention it

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works fine here


and even assuming it was down, what could we do to help?

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there's more to this dream but it's mostly lost


So I'm outside of my house with my parents and maybe sister, looking at the street. The police is on a mission there, we see many of their vehicles drive by fast, it must be something really serious. Some stop in front of the house and take position looking to the right, aiming their guns at something.

In the meantime, we play with weird green things-- like a sort of small bucket covered in green cloth, you do something to it and a green ball pops out, ~10cm in diameter. We shoot those at random, but I'm concerned about where they're going, they shouldn't go beyond the fence and disturb the cops outside.

There's nothing severe at all though, the cops never shoot or anything. Then a family passes by, and apparently the cops are just protecting them for whatever reason.


this is why you don't play GTA before going to bed

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Posted by Dani

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Did you forget that this thread even existed?

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maybe, who knows what people forget when they're eating tacos under the sun

Posted by Schezo

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What is the best browser?

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dunno, probably not Firefox but not Chrome either

Posted by ゼンガー・ゾンボルト

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How's StahpleButter's new year so far?

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oh, fairly good, thanks

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I might have forgotten the following: ACMLMboard


that one showed up on a bus (you know, on the destination display thing) in one of my dreams

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I don't remember this night's dream, but here are bits of the previous one...


Someone has a big wooden house. I'm visiting, it's nice and all.

That person wants to move to USA (California or something, don't remember well), but wants to keep the house. Solution? Disassemble the house, mail the parts to the new address, rebuild it there.

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let's see, what do I remember... this was an interesting dream


A building with several floors, I use an elevator to get around (I use the elevator exclusively, although there's also a very large staircase at some point).

Eventually I have to take the elevator with someone else, a blond guy (who might be someone I know IRL?), and I forget to press the button corresponding to my floor. There are maybe a dozen of floors. I can see the guy requested both floors 1 and 2 (why?), but the elevator is going up, as if the floors were numbered backwards.

More elevator craziness follows, it goes back and forth between random floors, maybe with persons going on and off... I figure the elevator sorts all the requested floors and goes to the nearest one each time...

Later on, I meet a guy, he's friendly and all. At some point we chat about skiing, then skiing without skis (??), I even mimic it over a small stair we're close to...

Then I have to leave to go back to my room/apartment/whatever (in the same building from the start). I use the elevator, again. My friend resides on floor 4. I don't remember mine, so I try a few, visit and see nothing of interest... apparently I finally find it, and it's floor 7.

At some point I see my sister arguing with someone else over something, she leaves crying. I want to comfort her, but she calls me an idiot and leaves... at which point I get into the elevator again...

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