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Main - The Officer's Club - My problems with low self-esteem and lack of motivation.
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As many of you may know, I tend to have low self-esteem and I tend to lack motivation. Sometimes I have motivation but I am feeling to lazy to do stuff. And other times, I have no motivation at all. I mean, I have many planned projects but I don't know how I will be able to even start them. All of my failed projects were started. You see, I don't want my current plans to end up failing while being unstarted. I fear that my plans will all just end up as failures.

But the problem is that I wrestle with myself. I wish I had better self-control. I want to start working on stuff but I just can't seem to get past my damn laziness. I don't what I will be able to do. I am not very good at teaching myself stuff like HTML, PHP, MySQL, and C#. Yeah, I can try my best and try to not give up but I don't know how well that will go. I just wish that I was better at encouraging myself to not stop and to keep going. I don't want to end up with a ton of failed plans and I don't want to end up extremely depressed. ;_;

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I'm the same way with projects, really. They've all failed earlier and earlier until I've reached the point I never start any anymore.

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Well, I guess I'm not the only one who feels like they will fail massively. <_<>_> Well, thanks, because I felt really depressed. I haven't been depressed in quite a while now, but my depression was returning yesterday. I felt a bit horrible yesterday.

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