I'm afraid I will have to BAN you if you do that

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is that an attempt at a bad PUN

'cause if so, you're a derpo

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I did so, but after a PINT of beer

didn't help me score a goal tho

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that seems SOUND to me. don't forget to flush.

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and put them onto these RAILS so they can be delivered safely

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let's see what pieces of dream I can assemble into something coherent...


dream part that I remember, starts in that new house comrades settled in a while ago. eating or something. one of them keeps misgendering me and I get real bitchy, considering a ragequit even. (don't remember well but my voice seems different??)

then I go to the kitchen to wash my dish. the sink is so oversized that you can bathe in it... wtf?? and I do.

later on... some cool place (beach?) that is accessed from the 1st floor of another house. I'm with comrades there or something, but I leave to go get something...

I grab a knife, as well as my hacksaw thing. I guess that's what I was after? my memory is not too clear there.

evntually, I enter my parents' house, in the living room. meet dad and his father (crapo grandpa whom we haven't seen in ages. he is a terrible person. him and dad together is like impossible)

they seem nervous?? I think it's because of the knives, so I give them said knives, they put them away.

dad leaves the place. but crapo-grandpa gets real mad for some reason and starts attacking me. I grab a potato peeler or something similar, attempt to defend myself, eventually inflicting him several wounds, but that seems to calm him down.

I go to parents' bedroom.

comrade there, combing through parents' clothes.

my laptop is on the bed, with various pieces of hardware around it. apparently dad hacked into it and was installing surveillance software or whatever...

I grab it, as well as some PCMCIA cards (laptop doesn't even have a PCMCIA slot), move all that to a mini settlement in the storage area under the room where I plan to lock myself in...

eventually dad strikes back (or crapo-grandpa? but I think that was dad)

I grab the door key and lock the door. the lock isn't working too well, so I use the cupboards to blockade the door. the cupboards are smaller than normal, they also slide really well, which makes it easy to move them around (and limits their usefulness as a blockade, which shows).

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like, do you know who/what you generally are?


I don't. it's never clear what I am.


however, sometimes, amusing details creep in.


like in that dream. basically I had to get dressed for a marriage or a similar event.

so those people were approaching me, and, apparently, they knew I was trans and not fulltime yet, because they asked me if I wanted the male outfit or the female one

I picked the female one tho, and I think it was a pretty nice dress


in another dream, my genitals were... a rather intersex thing. weird.

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not me, you can see me NAKED and I have nothing to hide

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Posted by Halian

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How the fuck do people find jobs. I'm 24 and I've yet to have my first job. Help.

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saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaame

I feel you


I have no tips about that, though, obv

but currently I'm into a State program to help me find internships and jobs, they help you work your presentation and shit, they have access to the hidden job market, etc

so there's hope?

just avoid listening to crap like "you need 100+ applications to hope ever getting somewhere!!". that kind of shit tends to just throw me into depression.

and try to see if your country offers similar programs

unless it's lolUSA and "just pull yourself up by your bootstraps lololol"

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reminds me

in this town there's a rumor that recyclables are put together with the rest after being collected

wouldn't be too surprising tbh

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weird dream bits that I can remember. mostly from the first of the 2-3 dreams I had this night.

I get dreams but I seem to have trouble remembering them. like a while ago, where there were lots of things going on, but it's been entirely and completely forgotten. oh well.


anyway

in town, doing things, some kind of events?

I take a tram to go elsewhere (home?) get something

get back to the tram station, but now I'm in a hurry and need to hop in the tram that is right there. for some reason I had left my shoes on the platform, but I don't have time to grab them, so I go barefoot.


later. night. running away from something, not clear what. anyway, I run through doors or windows of some kind.

eventually, run into some apartment. it's completely dark, can't see shit. opening a door... at this point it's completely dark and silent, like a void. can't get any sense of what's around me.

then I feel that I'm being tossed headfirst into a void. as if I was being defenestrated, but still no sight of anything.

which is where I wake up.


... subcon is trying to come up with nightmares that aren't jumpscare shit and/or tech shitting itself real bad?

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I'm totally going to be PEAR shaped, how cool is that?

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fun dream bits.


standing in the court of some school, around something (corpse or someone pretending? seems to be some weird play for a protest of some kind). the people closest to the inner circle are holding a police line, but all pulling it outwards as if it were several slingshots, it's weird.

eventually a couple people from school authority show up, which is where I start chanting "everybody hates the police" and everybody follows. we move towards the door on the right, where they're retreating. as they're going left inside, I tell the group to also go through the left door so we can completely block them, and they do.

I get inside the building, we block the authority folks but we're like 4-5 on each side now, weird.

something weird about one of those persons...

then they're immediately impeached and anarchist revolution happens, where some young teenagers are now doing the administrative work.

going further in the corridor. now there are several young kids with me, they're wearing weird hoodies that are red or blue and seem to refer to some series of educational cartoons/whatever.

I go down, via some kids park with slides and shit. those are sized for very young kids, but whatever. I eventually pretend to be one of the students, "I was held back that's why I'm so big".

in the park, trying to get to the border without ruining the park. then that guy shows up, he was asked to fix things in the park or something, but he doesn't know how to proceed, so he asks me... no idea dude.

then there are more (adult) people in the park.

there's that person with nice long blonde hair and a feminine voice (looking like one of my friends). I originally mistake him for a girl, then I notice he's got facial hair and abundant body hair on his legs. that's a trans guy. eventually he notices me and figures out I'm trans too. he asks me where I get my hormones, I tell him I get them from the internet, he refers to some internet hormone brand(???). I tell him "I'm the opposite of you. I'm a girl" and he hugs me, like, really happy to have found me.


occurence of nested dream or whatever, 'waking up' and trying to remember the previous dream for the very purpose of posting it here.


waking up in my old room in the shithole. the furniture seems to be arranged like it was originally, before I decided to shuffle it around... it's hot. there's a readout of the temperature on one of those clock-thermometer-do-it-all gadgets, it says 33°C. I think that the heat went crazy again...

I try to turn on some light on the desk, but it doesn't work. so I get up and try the light switch. then turn it off to open the blinds. which is where mom sees me from outside and asks me if I want a glass of water.


weird.

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burp~

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disjointed dream bits that I remember. a shame, there was a lot of shit going on.


parents' home, their garage. they're there too. they use my new name and pronouns, mom's talking about me on the phone, with grandma.

(haha. you're hopin', subcon)


somewhere, with parents. packing my shit, because we're told that we're moving somewhere else, but it's never clear where.


a party. I drink and party, standard stuff. at the beginning I drink a dark green apple-flavored liquid from a weird ampoule. during the party I'm drunk af.

later on PSISP informs me that the dark green thing was some drug...

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