I don't normally see this thread so if this isn't the kind of thing that is posted here then I'm sorry. But I've had something on my mind for awhile now and I just wanna type a tiny bit of it to try and ease my mind a little.

I've just been stuck on the thought that this is the start of the third year of my life being on hold because of my spine. It didn't help that at the end of 2013 the doctors told me that I was being lied to about what my condition really was. I need to hurry and find some way to get my life back on track. Just find some sort of income my back can handle to get my life moving again if only by a little. Because I'm running out of time. I only have a year left and years go by quickly. I wish I would have just done my best to lie to myself about my back and forced myself through basic. I'm supposed to call the doctor and make an appointment soon. Though I will have to see someone new. My last doctor actually seemed like he would try and help me but sadly he no longer works around here.