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| Main - The Officer's Club - My problems with low self-esteem and lack of motivation. |
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As many of you may know, I tend to have low self-esteem and I tend to lack motivation. Sometimes I have motivation but I am feeling to lazy to do stuff. And other times, I have no motivation at all. I mean, I have many planned projects but I don't know how I will be able to even start them. All of my failed projects were started. You see, I don't want my current plans to end up failing while being unstarted. I fear that my plans will all just end up as failures.
But the problem is that I wrestle with myself. I wish I had better self-control. I want to start working on stuff but I just can't seem to get past my damn laziness. I don't what I will be able to do. I am not very good at teaching myself stuff like HTML, PHP, MySQL, and C#. Yeah, I can try my best and try to not give up but I don't know how well that will go. I just wish that I was better at encouraging myself to not stop and to keep going. I don't want to end up with a ton of failed plans and I don't want to end up extremely depressed.  ____________________ Sunshine Realm Welcome to Aqmlm's, the only board with Al-Aq'mlmistrators! |
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I kinda feel the same way about my let's plays... No one seems to give a shit whether I post anything or not. 175 subscribers and an average view count of twelve on my ten most recent videos. Kinda makes me think "What's the fucking point?" |
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Unspecificed Cooling Off Period. Be Safe Bisexual Empress of the Stolen Title? Level: 144
Posts: 4969/6751 EXP: 36438434 Next: 271872 Since: 07-17-13 Last post: 3587 days Last view: 3494 days |
Well, I guess I'm not the only one who feels like they will fail massively.   Well, thanks, because I felt really depressed. I haven't been depressed in quite a while now, but my depression was returning yesterday. I felt a bit horrible yesterday.____________________ Sunshine Realm Welcome to Aqmlm's, the only board with Al-Aq'mlmistrators! |
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