Posted by AtomicAstro

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I am fairly certain nobody will read this giant paragraph of bullshit

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Well, you're wrong about that, at least. I read this giant paragraph of bullshit. I'm also inclined to wonder what else you might be wrong about...

You mentioned that this post was for your own purposes. In the time since you've posted this, how do you feel now? Has it helped to get all these feelings out there like this? What other sources of support do you have in your life? Are any of these sources people you believe could help you sort through all these thoughts and feelings?

I'm not asking you these questions to receive answers, but to encourage you to seek out those people in your world, who are willing and able to help you work through all of this. If any friends, teachers, or family in your life who don't seem safe or reliable to assist you with this, I encourage you to seek out a therapist who can. They do exist; I know this firsthand.

Another thing I know firsthand are the consequences of suicide. I've experienced it more times than I care to to know that there are always, always more people who miss you left behind than you realize. Your life matters, and you should stay. Period.

I'm saying all this right now because I care about your well being as much as a rando on an obscure obsolete message board can. I hereby challenge your conclusions about you and your life, and I encourage you to do the same. Take whatever hope you have, and seek out the help you deserve.

Thanks for reading, and for posting.

Just another zombie dream that ends with a nuclear apocalypse.

You know, the usual.

I still haven't perfected my macaroni and cheese recipe yet.

Any interest in a Kafuka D&D game over Roll20?

Be honest now:

What's the subject of the last commission you received?

What character do you choose?

Favorite Sega CD game?

Had a chance to play the newest DOOM game yet?

Posted by ゼンガー・ゾンボルト

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Hoping for an Easter Sale of Borderlands 3 Super Deluxe Edition then?

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That and a level cap all around.

Posted by Danika

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Ever take it back to the 80s for music?

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Far more often than I'd care to admit sometimes.

Posted by AtomicAstro

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As far as people in my life, I've thought about seeking out therapists but my family is skeptical about the idea of that stuff. My mom in particular thinks that she's just gonna blow a lot of money on some bullshit therapy in which they'll just give me drugs to shut me up or something. And honestly, I can't blame her, because I fear the same thing.

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This is a pretty common concern. Fortunately, it's also quite a bit of a misnomer. To clarify, only a psychiatrist can prescribe medications for a diagnosable condition. A great many therapists out there work from a perspective of getting to know you first, and only suggesting medication until absolutely nesscessary. Most people simply don't need (or in my opinion, benefit very much from) meds alone.

Any therapist worth a damn (or with any heart at all) won't just tell you you're a pussy , or to "suck it up". They will understand that these issues aren't so black and white, and will not treat them as such. Assuming you're in the United States, many of them will take insurance as well, so your parents might be a little less worried about "wasting money".

Look for any therapist who can help with issues of anxiety, depression, or grief, and they should be able to work with you. I personally suggest someone with an LCSW, LPC, or LMFT credential, as I've had some good experiences with those sorts of professionals in particular. Good luck.

Posted by DarkWitchClaire

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Posted by Robbie Rage

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Favorite Sega CD game?

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didn't i just ask that?

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Yes I did. I am a blind boy.

LEAST favorite Sega CD game?

Posted by Danika

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What brands of wine are best?

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And why are they all Cabernet?

You are commissioned to construct the world's greatest cheeseburger.

What do you put on it?

Do you currently own any arcade cabinets?

If so, which ones?

Posted by Danika

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Who has the cutest cat, Halsey or Billie Eilish?

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Billie Eillish. Shit's adorable.

Posted by DarkWitchClaire

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favorite secret/unlockable fighting game character?

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My main of all mains.

Posted by AtomicAstro

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If you mean health insurance by insurance I actually don't have that, so she will be spending money for sure.

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In which case, you should know that there also exist clinicians who offer "sliding scale", aka lower rates per session for uninsured clients. If you find a good therapist, you might want to ask if they can do something for you like that.

Posted by Danika

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Will anyone remember St. Vincent or Dan+Shay in 2040?

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I don't even remember them now.

Hawlucha!

I really hope this guy doesn't drift into obscurity, it's one of my favorites.