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Decoy Blimp
Posted on 04-01-20 03:24 PM, in Ask me things lol Link | ID: 156318
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Danika: I don't think backwards time travel is possible. Travelling to the future might be possible.
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Posted on 10-01-21 05:39 PM, in September KCS Rankings (9/30 - Missing? No!) Link | ID: 165695
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Posted on 06-22-23 02:09 AM, in Non-existant love life + Garbage social skills = (◞‸◟;) . [UPDATED 6/4/18] (rev. 2 of 06-22-23 02:16 AM by Decoy Blimp) Link | ID: 169939
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Posted by Decoy Blimp
Nowadays things are a lot better. I have a couple relationships under my belt, most of which were shit but were valuable learning experiences and I'm currently in a casual/open relationship with a cute trans boy and I honestly couldn't be happier.


Holy shit I have such intense shell shock reading this because the person I was referring to in this post literally used me for attention, sex and money, suicide baited me for a month, then broke up with me when I called for a wellness check and proceeded to harass me online for six months afterwards.

Lol.

Revisiting this thread five years later is fucking crazy because in hindsight its so obvious that 17 year old me was seriously struggling, and in more ways than one. At this point in my life I was so worn down from years of abuse and trauma that I had a hyperfixation on relationships because I desperately wanted to feel loved. I tried to force so many situations and none of them worked cause clearly I wasn't in it for the right reasons. And what's even funnier is that it took me five years to realize I exclusively like men, so my pursuits of women was like, comp-homosexuality I guess?

So yeah things are good now because of growing up and lots of therapy.
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