Posted by LilianaPosted by Aesur
Sorry if this turns to rambling but having a bad back sucks, lost my job, lost my girl, and now pretty much lost my life for awhile as doctors use me as a ping pong ball. I can't even stand up for five minutes and they don't know what to do to help me yet they wont even talk about disability with me. It's so fucking frustrating watching my life just tick away sitting in this chair all day. At this rate I'll end up living on the streets should anything happen to my dad >.>
Oh wow, that must've hit hard. I feel terribly sorry for you.
I'd be insane if I said it didn't but I'm somehow managing to keep my sanity through all this (Even if I have almost ended it all a few times) Worst part is I was born with this bad back and already had surgery once so having it again would be pointless.