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Posts: 2221/3456 EXP: 13267768 Next: 252731 Since: 03-19-13 Last post: 1 day Last view: 1 day |
"now I cannot stop creepily obsessing and stalking people."
from all I've seen from you up til now, it's not that bad. you're not creeping anybody and you need to stop worrying so hard about it that you end up doing things like these. the situation is only going to worsen if you think it's hopeless; and it's not yet to that point. you have some unusual issues, I won't deny that. but you've had issues in the past as well. and you've overcome some of them, but you're feeling bad right now for those you couldn't. your life is at a standstill and you can't get progress at anything. I know how that one feels. you're nowhere near hopeless. if only you would accept to let us help; if you keep pushing us away when we try to help, only to come back acting apologetic later, we can't do much. please stop hiding behind a million names, accounts, emails, and let us talk to you. you're not all alone. you don't have to go through this all alone and wreck your mind over it. ____ "I'm autistic... And suspecting something else." if you're autistic, all the more the reason you should get some help; it doesn't have to be a professional like a therapist, all help is still help. you'll be much happier with some help backing you up for your daily life. you know, in a perfect world all autistic people would still be there. the difference is that they would all get proper help. they deserve this much. ____ "I seem to encounter a lot of instability, like creating and destroying communities and very easily changing mind." that's the issue I pointed out to you, isn't it. you have all the trouble in the world picking your choices and sticking to them. while it's up to you, not all choices have to be done alone. ____ "My obsession/hyperfixation issue got worse since jan 16 too, it was bad already" that's because your life isn't moving anymore. you can't move on, and problems stay as they are. when a problem stays for too long, no matter how you keep pushing it to the back of your mind, it still stresses you over the course of your life. if you never confront the problem, you won't get ahead. ____ "I also seemingly cannot stop listening and obsessing over the band feeder, im listening to 'turn' right now" what's so bad about it? even I keep listening to songs or soundtrack for hours to days if I like it and it fits my mood. I'm even doing it right now. listening to not-so-happy soundtrack helps me focus on writing this here. ____ "Also the internet hooks me so much i forget to do anything else..." let me tell you about my own experience here. without realizing it, for a long time I used videogames and the internet mostly and almost solely, to escape my life. my whole school life is a fucking lie and when it comes down to it, it's my fault. but I couldn't carry the burden. no kid can, not without assistance. so I ran away and let my course fall apart. for a while, it felt better because I forced my worries to the back of my mind while focusing on fun things and some social interaction. but as my situation worsened while I lazed away, so did my stress. constantly blamed and blaming myself, I only kept trying to run away more. and that kept going until the day I snapped. internet is just fine if you don't take it too far. if you're to be so into it, then your internet life has to at least be stable and equivalent to your immediate social life. it's a balance. if you have internet and no (or not enough) social, you'll get stuck on the internet. ____ "Sometimes over small things i get suicidal thoughts but am to weak to do it. Or end up acting like a 5 year old..." yes, small things. but can you tell me, or even count the amount of "small things" that piled up while your life was at a standstill, lost over your issues? when you can't get over your problem, you're stuck. and what do you think happen in the meantime? shit piles up. at first you ignore it, but over time it severely demoralizes you, and you get all the more stuck. it's a full cycle you can only escape from if you take action. but for that, you need help because your motivation hit rock bottom. also. I know you're not a very assertive type of guy, and you're easily pushed, pressured into doing things you regret in the long term. and that also applies to your own thoughts. if you think of suicide as an escape, no matter how horrible suicide really is, you will feel tempted. I'm somewhat glad you made this thread. if you're finally doing something and we can actually talk to you, that's progress. one step at a time, and much easier than from locking yourself away hoping to somehow mature, getting help and advice from us will at least get you somewhere. |
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Level: 108
Posts: 2222/3456 EXP: 13267768 Next: 252731 Since: 03-19-13 Last post: 1 day Last view: 1 day |
how come when I stalk you all the way home I don't hear you speak? |
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Posts: 2223/3456 EXP: 13267768 Next: 252731 Since: 03-19-13 Last post: 1 day Last view: 1 day |
Posted by Danika I dunno. I totally didn't edit this question because I couldn't think of an answer. Posted by ゼンガー・ゾンボルト hamburger buns or milk buns are nice. you're making me hungry. >: Posted by Danika who doesn't? stop making me droool Posted by Schezo nope, but I like the idea, that's innovative and kinda clever. Posted by EpelePosted by ThieppyIs this a cryptic response? it's a single zero-width character and it stands for a "I have no idea o.0" reply to Dani's question. Posted by Danika Mai Hamburger, of course. Posted by Epele well I'm not sure it counts since it was weird and short. four days ago, I dreamed I was in the middle of a park with few people around.. sitting on a hot naked black lady. I felt it was sorta weird but didn't really question it and started doing prelims. my hand made its lewd parkour, but I think I blanked out in the middle of it. I considered sex but I woke up. tired as hell, but up. Posted by Danika somebody's gotta do the job, it's not my fault Trump sucks at it. he's just jealous of the Great wall of China. Posted by Epele yeah. both IRL and, yknow. Posted by Danika ahh. I'm sorry. I've been busy dealing with issues lately, and also playing Ro2 in my free time. I still read the board, but I don't post as much. there's not a lot I can think of to post. |
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Posts: 2224/3456 EXP: 13267768 Next: 252731 Since: 03-19-13 Last post: 1 day Last view: 1 day |
Posted by Danika if you mean 'do you', well yeah. he's a pretty interesting fellow. I do enjoy talking with him. I've known him for a few years now so I'm pretty used to him pulling all sorts of stuff. as long as he gets something out of it, I don't really mind his episodes. |
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Level: 108
Posts: 2225/3456 EXP: 13267768 Next: 252731 Since: 03-19-13 Last post: 1 day Last view: 1 day |
bunny cats need bunny hats to be allowed into bunny chats.
..now I'm thinking of buns. I need to stuff my face for a second. |
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Level: 108
Posts: 2226/3456 EXP: 13267768 Next: 252731 Since: 03-19-13 Last post: 1 day Last view: 1 day |
can I suggest something for the board software? I can't seem to find a thread for that purpose.
how about a Posts per page option solely for user posts page, as a link on the right, and then embedded into the page url? |
| Thierry |
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Posts: 2227/3456 EXP: 13267768 Next: 252731 Since: 03-19-13 Last post: 1 day Last view: 1 day |
ooh so that's already mostly a thing, then this will be simple. what I had in mind was a link to the right for that.
that way, it's like online.php where you only need to alter the URL manually if you really need to know how many peeps were online for longer than a day. |
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Posts: 2228/3456 EXP: 13267768 Next: 252731 Since: 03-19-13 Last post: 1 day Last view: 1 day |
..I don't believe you? that can't possibly apply to me.
were you talking to Dexter while you had speech recognition enabled? |
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Level: 108
Posts: 2229/3456 EXP: 13267768 Next: 252731 Since: 03-19-13 Last post: 1 day Last view: 1 day |
Posted by Epele uh-oh, I set the bpp setting too high. Posted by Danika o.o huh. that function might just turn out to be a pot of gold, |
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Level: 108
Posts: 2231/3456 EXP: 13267768 Next: 252731 Since: 03-19-13 Last post: 1 day Last view: 1 day |
*hurriedly turns down BPP before massive nosebleed begins* |
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Level: 108
Posts: 2232/3456 EXP: 13267768 Next: 252731 Since: 03-19-13 Last post: 1 day Last view: 1 day |
that you? |
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Level: 108
Posts: 2233/3456 EXP: 13267768 Next: 252731 Since: 03-19-13 Last post: 1 day Last view: 1 day |
can I see your room once you're done? 
if it were me I think I'd give in and go for extension cord hell. |
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Level: 108
Posts: 2234/3456 EXP: 13267768 Next: 252731 Since: 03-19-13 Last post: 1 day Last view: 1 day |
what's the first thing you grab when you're really
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Level: 108
Posts: 2235/3456 EXP: 13267768 Next: 252731 Since: 03-19-13 Last post: 1 day Last view: 1 day |
Posted by NicolynPosted by Thieppy what's adorable food? bunny buns? kitty chocolate? minicole-shaped sweets? |
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Level: 108
Posts: 2236/3456 EXP: 13267768 Next: 252731 Since: 03-19-13 Last post: 1 day Last view: 1 day |
I'm waiting for the day everybody goes lazy and posts just once. we get a big orgy |
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Level: 108
Posts: 2237/3456 EXP: 13267768 Next: 252731 Since: 03-19-13 Last post: 1 day Last view: 1 day |
what if I glomp you when you're at work? 
do you have Lunatic genes, perhaps? |
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Level: 108
Posts: 2238/3456 EXP: 13267768 Next: 252731 Since: 03-19-13 Last post: 1 day Last view: 1 day |
you against the idea of Nicobuns?  |
| Thierry |
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Normal User
Level: 108
Posts: 2239/3456 EXP: 13267768 Next: 252731 Since: 03-19-13 Last post: 1 day Last view: 1 day |
Deltaware?
is your life goal to turn smaller? aren't you too small for that? |
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Level: 108
Posts: 2240/3456 EXP: 13267768 Next: 252731 Since: 03-19-13 Last post: 1 day Last view: 1 day |
I'm paired with.. the mystery Unicode man. |
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