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Posts: 461/524 EXP: 639043 Next: 21121 Since: 06-26-17 From: Maryland Last post: 652 days Last view: 38 days |
Probably.
Nickelodeon is trash tho |
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Posts: 462/524 EXP: 639043 Next: 21121 Since: 06-26-17 From: Maryland Last post: 652 days Last view: 38 days |
Danika: Agreed
mel: Enjoy |
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Posts: 463/524 EXP: 639043 Next: 21121 Since: 06-26-17 From: Maryland Last post: 652 days Last view: 38 days |
Childish Gambino - 3005 |
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Normal User
Level: 45
Posts: 464/524 EXP: 639043 Next: 21121 Since: 06-26-17 From: Maryland Last post: 652 days Last view: 38 days |
No |
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Level: 45
Posts: 465/524 EXP: 639043 Next: 21121 Since: 06-26-17 From: Maryland Last post: 652 days Last view: 38 days |
mel: Dunno fam
Danika: No, I don't like cats ゼンガー・ゾンボルト: I generally stay away from alcohol. I had a sip of beer once and I wasn't a fan |
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Posts: 466/524 EXP: 639043 Next: 21121 Since: 06-26-17 From: Maryland Last post: 652 days Last view: 38 days |
Danika: Yeah lil bit
Rambly: DOGS UNTIL THE DAY I DIE |
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Posts: 467/524 EXP: 639043 Next: 21121 Since: 06-26-17 From: Maryland Last post: 652 days Last view: 38 days |
KTB: Oops, sorry
Danika: Velour Rambly: You're welcome ゼンガー・ゾンボルト: Can't speak for my stepmother, but my dad has a crazy mother and had a rough time growing up |
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Posts: 468/524 EXP: 639043 Next: 21121 Since: 06-26-17 From: Maryland Last post: 652 days Last view: 38 days |
I know right |
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Posts: 469/524 EXP: 639043 Next: 21121 Since: 06-26-17 From: Maryland Last post: 652 days Last view: 38 days |
Danika: No
ゼンガー・ゾンボルト: It absolutely doesn't. Its an explanation, not a justification |
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Posts: 470/524 EXP: 639043 Next: 21121 Since: 06-26-17 From: Maryland Last post: 652 days Last view: 38 days |
Powder blue, easily |
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Posts: 471/524 EXP: 639043 Next: 21121 Since: 06-26-17 From: Maryland Last post: 652 days Last view: 38 days |
ゼンガー・ゾンボルト: 9001
Danika: Um, sure Rambly: I mean she's only asked the one spank question |
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Posts: 472/524 EXP: 639043 Next: 21121 Since: 06-26-17 From: Maryland Last post: 652 days Last view: 38 days |
$UICIDEBOY$ - KING TULIP |
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Posts: 473/524 EXP: 639043 Next: 21121 Since: 06-26-17 From: Maryland Last post: 652 days Last view: 38 days |
You lmao |
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Posts: 474/524 EXP: 639043 Next: 21121 Since: 06-26-17 From: Maryland Last post: 652 days Last view: 38 days |
orsiniortiz: No
Danika: Neither, I'm a THIGHS MAN Honestly I like all three equally |
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Posts: 475/524 EXP: 639043 Next: 21121 Since: 06-26-17 From: Maryland Last post: 652 days Last view: 38 days |
Yellow/Honey |
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Posts: 476/524 EXP: 639043 Next: 21121 Since: 06-26-17 From: Maryland Last post: 652 days Last view: 38 days |
No idea |
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Posts: 477/524 EXP: 639043 Next: 21121 Since: 06-26-17 From: Maryland Last post: 652 days Last view: 38 days |
No |
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Posts: 478/524 EXP: 639043 Next: 21121 Since: 06-26-17 From: Maryland Last post: 652 days Last view: 38 days |
It seems to me that you don't have anything particularly stimulating to do in the real world (sports, extra-curriculars, clubs, non-computer hobbies, etc) so you keep making boards to stimulate your mind, but eventually that stimulation dies out so you do it again. I don't know all the details of your real life situation, but if you can find a way to actively do something IRL, it'll go a long way towards making sure this doesn't keep happening. |
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Posts: 479/524 EXP: 639043 Next: 21121 Since: 06-26-17 From: Maryland Last post: 652 days Last view: 38 days |
Today my dad and I met for the first time since school started in September and... it did not go well.
So a couple of weeks ago I confronted my dad about how he's been using fear and intimidation to control me over iMessage. He and I had a conversation about it and I made it very clear that I was very upset with him, but the conversation ended the following day because he didn't want to have this conversation unless it was face to face. I didn't give into that, so we stopped talking about it. Today he came to pick me up so we can have lunch and talk about how school is going, and before we even leave campus he asks me if I want to talk about why I'm upset, to which I said that I didn't want to talk about it. He decides to talk about it anyways and tell me how he's trying to give me space, be a good parent, etc etc but when he would say things I disagree with, I would tell him. He got very upset by me calling him out and the conversation devolved into him crying and talking about how much I've hurt him, at which point I accused him of trying to guilt me (You can believe what you want, but this is clearly manipulative behavior). Of course, he denied this like he denies everything I accuse him of doing. The main highlights of this conversation were the things he said to me. 1. He said I was being out of line, disrespectful, mean and ungrateful. Me being "out of line" is his opinion, so that's whatever. I was not being disrespectful at any point. I never insulted him or raised my voice. I told him how I felt in a calm, rational manner. I was not being mean at any point, once again, I was being honest, and clearly he couldn't handle the truth. Lastly, I wasn't being ungrateful at all. Me having problems with his behavior has absolutely nothing to do with the good things he has done for me (which he most certainly has, I'm not denying that, but the good things he's done does not and will not ever excuse the way he's treated me). I find it rather audacious that he's calling me ungrateful here, its kind of a straw man. 2. He's making me pay him 87 dollars over a mistake I made. So I get my textbooks for school via a service that sends them here, and apparently last year I returned them to the wrong place and they got lost, so my dad was charged 87 dollars. It wouldn't strike me as odd if he had told me he wants me to pay him before the fight happened, but he told me right at the end of the conversation before I got out of the car. I'll pay him the money, I honestly don't give a shit about that, but still, its clear that he just did that because he's mad. 3. He made a vague statement that I find very concerning. After I made it clear how I felt and made it clear that I wasn't going to back down despite my dad trying SO HARD to make me feel like I wronged him, he said "I'm going to have to reconsider how much I'm willing to give." I have no idea what the fuck this means and I should have asked. I don't know if this means he's going to withhold affection, not cover my basic needs, etc. I turn 18 in just over a month, so I'm not too concerned about this and its probably just a hollow threat, but I can't help but wonder what exactly he had in mind. Now, thankfully I have a major support system through all of this. My grandmother on my mother's side is going to take care of a lot of the stuff I haven't been getting (professional help, medication, etc) and I'll be staying with her during school breaks and after I graduate. I plan on taking a gap year after high school to unwind from the last four years of my life and I have no desire to talk to my parents during that time. Whether or not I chose to talk to them after that I don't know yet, but frankly I'm going to do whatever I see fit, because I have a fucking life to live and I don't want to be caught up with my parents' bullshit anymore. For all I care, my dad and my narcissistic stepmother can enable each other for the rest of their days. I want nothing to do with my stepmom's family and I hope to god my dad unfucks himself, but frankly I don't think he ever will. I'm doing better in school than I ever have as of right now, so I'm going to keep working hard and do my best to be the best person I can be. I'm so used to my parents' behavior it doesn't bother me all that much anymore, so they can guilt me and say as many nasty things as they want, but I won't break. |
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Posts: 480/524 EXP: 639043 Next: 21121 Since: 06-26-17 From: Maryland Last post: 652 days Last view: 38 days |
Yes |
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