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Posted by Next Jen Yum. Superman is the best flavor! Usually, people I ask about it have never heard of it. I haven't had any for years. It's such a nostalgic flavor for me, since I first had it when I was a kid, during summer break. |
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^ I've been in the ocean, in a boat, in terrible weather. That was scary. I'll never do it again. I got so sick. It's so great to be on land! 
< Just put some nuts in my mouth. Grape Nuts! v Flosses their teeth regularly |
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hi |
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does the wooting really feel like typing on boobs? |
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just toast, my tummy hurts today |
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Posted by Red5pizza is your username because you eat pizza a lot |
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grouper |
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Posts: 51/61 EXP: 22619 Next: 2124 Since: 09-20-18 Last post: 108 days Last view: 108 days |
so yea ive been thinking abt it for awhile now, cuz im sick and have a lot of disorders n stuff, but ppl seem to get bristled if i ever mention it. maybe its unethical and i should suck it up and go work as a janitor but i have nausea every day and chronic fatigue among a laundry list of mental disorders and it just sucks to be alive, is what i think to myself sometimes.
thoughts? |
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Posts: 52/61 EXP: 22619 Next: 2124 Since: 09-20-18 Last post: 108 days Last view: 108 days |
people seem to think because im 24 that i couldnt be disabled, and that i should "just get over" my autism/psychosis/major depression/etc. and "do something with my life"
i also have a chronic illness called pots |
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Posts: 53/61 EXP: 22619 Next: 2124 Since: 09-20-18 Last post: 108 days Last view: 108 days |
i mean, what else am i going to do? i can't hold a job because i "go crazy," and stop showing up. not to mention the chronic fatigue and other symptoms i have because of pots. i could spend 2-3 months trying to work, and repeating the cycle, and losing my job all over again, but i don't really see the point
i self-harm and kinda hear voices and hallucinate and don't feel rested unless i have 13 or so hours of sleep and im just a wreck, keeping my room clean is hard enough, and ive tried self help and everything, therapy, there is no cure, the core idea is that im mentally ill and im physically ill and the conditions are chronic and all i can do is submit to that |
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someone i was in discord with told me they knew some schizophrenic janitors that were their coworkers, so sometimes i get to thinking that i don't really have an excuse. i'm not sure. i might try to work but i have some anxiety about it. people have told me there are programs that try to get you working again and that might be something worth looking into. i've been kinda sad over it for awhile, cuz i wanted to be a programmer but i'm off in la-la land and can really only summon enough focus to click play on my music player or endlessly scroll the web. my dad has bipolar or possibly schizoaffective and hears voices through the walls and i'm 24 and it's kinda starting to happen to me a bit, albeit to a lesser severity.
the fear, and the reason for trying for ssi is i'm afraid about losing a job to the disorders. because i've lost every job i've had to mental breakdowns, and i'm just afraid of wasting my time, and their time too. for awhile i was all pissed off and "didn't want" to work, but now i'm starting to feel like a useless sack of flour that flops around all day and i really need to do something even if it's wiping tables or whatever. just don't know if it's possible. i know some c# but college is pretty much off the table, because of my personality disorder, and adhd, and autism, and this, and that, and so on, and so forth. there are dozens of them i could list off. anyway. as you can see i'm a few quarts low in the coherency dept. thanks for the input and whatnot. i'm still kinda anxiously debating it but i appreciate that the people i have asked seem to be alright with it if you really are ill. |
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is cel shading contrived or still fashionable |
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Hi, it's me from awhile back. I am really isolated today. I miss being around this place...is it possible I can get unbanned from the Kafuka/Jul communities? I really need some friends. |
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that i'm not still young (and never was before joining the site) |
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im playing an awesome song |
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