Haha

HOT threshold is a nice idea though. Another thing that could (should) make it into such a panel is the trash forum ID.


Heh, that Jul codebase. I wonder how different it is from the one used by the actual board. Aside from of course the lack of lib/firewall.php.

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Fat. Love handles etc.

But not too much. When girls are huge it's just ugly.

But some sweet love handles and belly get my love.


But thanks to today's society, almost all the girls who are like this keep wanting to get 'fit' (read: skeleton thin) :/

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hah

I look nicer than a few years ago, too

Shitty phone camera combined with shitty software zoom isn't nice, though.

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Was another of those multidream nights that happen when I wake up lazily. And as always I only remember the last part.


I'm in that room of my house that is supposed to eventually become a kitchen. The tile pattern on the floor is completely different from the real one (and looks kinda hacked together due to lacking tiles), but aside from that everything looks the same.

I'm playing with our kittens in said room. Eventually, my sister and dad join me. Kittens do stupid shit I don't want them to do, I tell them to stop but they don't comply, so I tell it louder.

Dad gets angry at me because I'm making too much noise. I disagree, and play around with random stuff in boxes that popped out of nowhere to make more noise and piss him off.

It works. He even talks about punishment. I don't want to be punished like a 6 year old. I think that if he does it, I will just stop talking to him until he reconsiders it. We walk back to another room (living room). Dad closes that wide glassy sliding door we have, throws the key on the floor, and goes to his tablet-computer-thing on the desktop. I pick up the key, and grab another key, thinking I'll steal them to piss everyone off.

(why am I that retarded in this dream)

I go back to my room. The room is organized like it was ages ago, with the computer desktop in the middle, screen plain visible to anyone entering the room. The monitor looks like the one I had at that time, too. But Firefox on the computer is the weirdly customized version I have now.

Figuring dad would cut off my computer's internet access as a punishment, I do a quick check and google some gibberish. Apparently it still works.


Fast forward to a swimming pool scene. I decide to go to the city's swimming pool and relax there. It's a weird swimming pool where apparently you don't have to pay to enter. But it's really nice and features several basins and other fancy crap. Nothing like the real one which is the standard two-basin setup.

I enter one of the basins and swim around. I meet dad but he says nothing. There are many other people too (expectable from a free swimming pool after all).

Later on I walk around in a corridor leading to fancy basins. I meet dad and mom there. Mom talks about how nice cell phones are because supposedly she texted me that dad and her were going to the swimming pool. But this is a coincidence, I came here under my own desire.

Dad isn't mad at me anymore, either. It's like nothing happened.

We try the fancy basins. One of them is cold so I don't enter it. Eventually we go to a large rectangle basin that is outside. There is a mom and her toddler bathing there. For some reason the toddler is wearing a light blue hoodie. Suddenly I'm wearing one too, but it's black. I enter the basin with the hoodie and then take it off, wee logic.

Dad and mom are in the basin too, we bathe together. Surprisingly, my sister is also here.


There was also a part about me going to one of those yearly weekend trips organized by my previous school. Apparently it is already September/October 2015. I'm on the bus. And I don't remember much from this, aside from having to help push the bus up a small slope thing because apparently it couldn't make it up there.

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Hey you two, take your personal issues to PMs or something, no drama over here please

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Posted by Squiddy

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No one cares about me at all.

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If noone cared, they wouldn't be posting in this thread. And in turn, you'd know it and you wouldn't have posted this thread to begin with.

As for the rest, well, I'd mostly be saying the same as all the people who posted in this thread.

Long story short, life isn't easy. Shit happens. You have to stand up.

Easy success was a thing in elementary school for some of us, but past that, it's over. The bigger the things you want to do, the harder you have to work.

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Weirdass dream. I'm with my parents, watching a new Asterix movie. But half the time we're also part of said movie.


There's that part where we're invited over to Caesar's palace. The palace has a living room with a large TV. We sit around a table (and for some reason there's something wrong with my chair) and start eating some cake thing.

Eventually the movie ends. I find it oddly short. The whole time we were watching from some website on my computer.

The derpass neighbours are doing weird things. As usual, but weirder things. They're trying to park a bus in their small courtyard thing (how it entered that, dunno). I grab my phone and try to take pictures without getting noticed, but for some reason it doesn't work.

They're also organizing some event, there are many people coming to their house.

Then we're also coming over to their house because someone sent them a cake and apparently it is poisoned and we have to warn them.


Then there's a short part in the streets of some town/village. Some weird guy hit something with his car. He's stopped next to some emergency telephone thing, calling the cops. A nearby cop comes over. They go a bit further, to where the accident happened. The thing that was hit is some mobile kiosk thing or something like that. The cop revokes the guy's driving license, all while being a jerk.

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Kuribo64 - melonDS

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I also think that cutting yourself would be awfully painful. Even if I were terribly depressed, I would never even consider trying it.

Not to mention that if you fail for whatever reason, you will end up having suffered for nothing. So much for the "death takes away all suffering" part.


In short, suicide is a large mistake.

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Kuribo64 - melonDS

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Haven't seen her around, nope. Neither do I know how to contact her besides the typical internet things (email, PM, etc).

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Posted by Squiddy

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I still want to commit suicide but I can't get myself to do it.

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If you can't get yourself to do it, you don't truly want it. Your life isn't bad enough for you to fully desire it. There is something holding you back. Try to find what, maybe it can help you out of the depression.

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Kuribo64 - melonDS

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Even less when they're fake deaths. That's just a terrible thing to do.

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Kuribo64 - melonDS

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A part of you wants it because it's the easy way out.

It's like myself when I was younger. I would cause trouble and get myself in trouble. Then I would go "waaa i want to die" because that was the easy way out and would save me from getting yelled at and grounded by my parents.

In retrospect, it was silly.

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Kuribo64 - melonDS

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how about a fluffy squid

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Happy late birthday

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A smart thing to do in this case would be to just edit the moodavatar value of the last post revision.

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Kuribo64 - melonDS

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One thing that could help is to stay detached from all that. Don't spend all your time caring about others and what they do and how they interact with you.

Basically, keep it simple. Don't overcomplicate.


But bleh, I'm not really good at all that. I guess a therapist would help, yeah.

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