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Next Jen
Posted on 12-30-14 02:17 AM, in Kafuka's CitiHall: "Scattered before you there are three tomes.." Link | ID: 80666
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1 (800) 273-8255 www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org

Tumblr post with a list of numbers that you can call for help.

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Posted on 12-30-14 02:19 AM, in December KCS Rankings (12/31 - Fish is toxic to bunnies like me. :<) Link | ID: 80667
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Posted by Lili~ ♥
I always think I'm ugly. And I'm scared of others' reactions when they see me.


Yep, same here. My self esteem is pretty crappy.

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Posted on 12-30-14 02:21 AM, in it's the aspartame virus now?! Link | ID: 80668
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Oh..well then, happy birthday! :toot:

I only ask because I've seen my share of fake birthdays on message boards, so nothing personal.

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Posted on 12-30-14 02:52 PM, in your dreams Link | ID: 80679
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There was a white kitten with blue paws.

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Posted on 12-31-14 06:11 AM, in What's on your mind? Link | ID: 80709
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Knee is bothering me again. Safe to say it is because of work.

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Posted on 12-31-14 06:13 AM, in Kafuka's CitiHall: "Scattered before you there are three tomes.." Link | ID: 80710
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I only take meds for my asthma and allergies. I am certain those will be the only type of meds that I will take (hopefully).

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Posted on 12-31-14 06:15 AM, in December KCS Rankings (12/31 - Fish is toxic to bunnies like me. :<) Link | ID: 80711
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Posted by Squiddy
I also look really young.


I get that as well. No one believes me when I tell them my real age.

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Posted on 12-31-14 03:20 PM, in What's on your mind? Link | ID: 80718
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Work is going to suck tonight. Of all the days, NYE had to fall on the night that I work graveyard.

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Posted on 12-31-14 06:52 PM, in What's on your mind? Link | ID: 80720
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I work at a buffet inside of a casino. The buffet closes at 10pm (we normally get out by 10:30 or shortly after) but I make pizzas not only for the buffet but for the bar and high limit areas as well, and they close at 4am.

I was thinking of going to the top of the parking garage to see if anyone is lighting up any fireworks. Did that for the 4th a few times and you can see different cities lighting it up.

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Posted on 02-18-15 05:52 AM, in Abortion? Link | ID: 82293
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I don't want to get into details, but I had an abortion. I was roughly a few weeks in and we both agreed on it.

Yes, it is emotionally painful and I do think about it from time to time. And this was over 12 years ago, and I doubt I'll ever forget.

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Posted on 02-18-15 05:55 AM, in Saying goodbye... (RIP Taryn 7/19/1987 - 11/15/2014) Link | ID: 82294
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I'm glad that Taryn's mother sent me the 8bit beaded Terra that Taryn had up on her wall. Still miss her.

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Posted on 02-18-15 05:56 AM, in Happy birthday Danika! Link | ID: 82295
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Sorry that I'm late, but regardless, happy birthday! :toot:

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Posted on 02-18-15 06:01 AM, in What's on your mind? Link | ID: 82296
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Pre-move out inspection? The hell? Isn't that suppose to happen after the move?

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Posted on 02-18-15 06:03 AM, in How's the weather today? Link | ID: 82297
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67 degrees right now. Looked like it was going to rain when I took the dog out for a walk.

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Posted on 02-24-15 06:10 AM, in My Niece is MTF Transsexual Link | ID: 82525
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Hi everyone! My name is Alice Smith, and I am a MTF transsexual. I have gone my whole life questioning my sex, and last October I finally accepted my transgenderism. Immediately following that, I attempted suicide by ingesting a large amount of various pills I had lying around my house due to my thinking that my parents, family and friends would not accept me for who I was.

After the suicide attempts, I started seeing a therapist at the University I am currently attending. While the vast majority of my reasoning had to do with my misperception of my family and friends acceptance of me, part of my problem was related to me disliking my job at Walmart. My therapist suggested I quit my job, so I did.

Right now, I am facing the harsh reality of not having a job and being trans. I currently have $15,000.00 in student debt and I have not had the necessary money to pursue my transition.

I am asking for your help and support. Please give what you can. I will keep this page up-to-date with new information whenever it becomes available.

Thanks in advance to those who donate, you are saving a life!


I'm proud of my niece (I have a niece!). I told her if she ever wants to chat, she can text/call me. I'm glad that she failed in her suicide attempt.

Shame that most people are afraid what they deem "different". I told her that it'll be hard, not going to sugar coat it, but she has people that will support her.

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Posted on 03-02-15 10:27 PM, in What's on your mind? Link | ID: 82682
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Welp, that was a hellish five days.

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Posted on 03-09-15 06:17 PM, in What did you do today? Link | ID: 82866
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Still have a few boxes to take care of and little things to do around the new apartment.

Going to try out streaming. My old place had a terrible net connection and I wasn't able to stream. Hopefully I can at this place.

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