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| Main - The Officer's Club - Regarding the situation |
| Jamie |
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Banned
Excessive drama. Level: 74    
Posts: 541/1480 EXP: 3520744 Next: 132800 Since: 06-03-14 Last post: 2057 days Last view: 741 days |
I'm probably going to come back in about a month, properly, with a phone. Unfortunately, I don't know if I want to be hanging around these communities anymore - I'll probably give all but Kafuka a miss, because all of the others I've been banned from for my absolutely pathetic actions which I regret strongly even happened.
Things like my community are completely dead and won't ever be coming back. I should have let that thing die over a year ago and none of this would even have happened in the first place, to be honest, it's that and my idiocy that has caused problems for me so much, that I treated it too seriously for what it was: a derpboard/derpcord that compiled mostly unintelligent people in what was a potentially good place, but ruined by my constant repetitive actions. I'm not going to bother again, I've pretty much learnt I can't run anything without ruining it early on in its run every time. (Unless of course there is actually a purpose to its future existence, which there probably won't be unless I try to come up with a dumb reason for it) Discord is also a no-go since I've caused problems and others have caused me problems there, more the former though. If I do consider coming back to Kafuka, it will probably be under a different name, more than likely my real name (Jamie, if you're wondering). I'm definitely not going to MTF because I only jumped on that bandwagon to look cool, like a certain somebody, to be straight with you people. I'm done with hiding behind a million names and stuff, I just need to be me, and that's that. ME is a better person than these fake identities try to be, since a few months. I likely won't respond to this thread under this name, but I will definitely take posts into consideration for the future, and will be reading as a guest every now and again. Thanks ^^ ____________________ Good riddance! |
| Thierry |
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  Level: 108
Posts: 2461/3456 EXP: 13267707 Next: 252792 Since: 03-19-13 Last post: 1 day Last view: 1 day |
it's no use mourning over the past. honestly, you don't need to. you have a harsh opinion of yourself, I can see that. but we don't. not nearly as much.
personally, I'm used to seeing you come and go, and pull unusual stuff over time. I don't mind it, so long as it's in your favor; aka not outright detrimental to you. your "pathetic" actions as you call them, were generally between your group of people you put together yourself. you can quit that group anytime, and your rep is pretty much clean. you needn't run away from places. for boards, moderators only care if you actually cause trouble; otherwise, an old reputation won't restrict you too much if you act normally. granted, your own group was a failure- but not simply because of you as who you are. it all happened because of the endless reboots among your boards, and eventually your skype/discord groups. over time it's done something you'd expect, and that is filtering people. most of the sticky peeps who came back over and over and put up with it all turn out to be toxic. there's a few exceptions, but the group of peeps among your community is not one you'd have handpicked a few years prior. it's good that you're giving up rebooting it, because it's definitely not going anywhere. if you keep inviting the same people, the outcome will never change. Posted by IceFairyAmy its only purpose was to be a community meant for you. and that's happened because you gradually got banned everywhere else back then. you're fine now, so you can let it go. you can go anywhere, you don't need to run places yourself. as for you and Discord, I'm not sure what's the whole deal. you seem to make new accounts, only to run away from them afterwards; due to you being friends with certain people you "cause trouble for" or member in some groups where you think people are mad at you. honestly, I haven't seen anybody mad at you in a long while. the last group you made is still up and running. it's actually lived for a fair while after you left. we'd be glad to have you back anytime. I hope you coming back to Kafuka under "a different name" doesn't imply a new account. I agree your real name is best, it's a pretty cute name if you ask me. I feel you'd disagree, though. 
Posted by IceFairyAmy knowing you, that's probably half true. while you never took the whole deal seriously (never looked up the possible ways for you to transition, etc) but you'd liked to be a girl. also, you somewhat hoped transitionning would solve some of your problems, or at least get you somewhere. it makes sense, despite not being the adequate approach. at the same time, the whole MtF deal was getting more than common among the people you frequent, and you geniunely related to some of thier dysphoria. so you, at some point, may have assumed you were the same. I think somewhere you knew this was misdiagnosis, but you kept going because it allowed you to talk to people on another level, and have something in common. Posted by IceFairyAmy that's good. there's just something I'd like to point out: while changing names so much is unusual, it reflects your inner trouble to make a pick and your likeliness to change your mind given time. it's not wrong of you. it's hard for people to keep up so they complain, but it's not your fault. you need not blame yourself for that. those many names doesn't make any of your past identities fake. these were all you, they are all you. and we accept you as you are. you have issues? we all have issues. you argue you have bigger issues? we help you through those issues. if you geniunely try to work on yourself and get ahead, I don't see why people would complain. either way, the moment you truely attempt to get ahold of yourself and your life, you'll have people backing you up. side note: have you read my post in your previous thread? I wrote that a while ago, but it goes hand-in-hand with this post. |
| Jamie |
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Banned
Excessive drama. Level: 74
Posts: 542/1480 EXP: 3520744 Next: 132800 Since: 06-03-14 Last post: 2057 days Last view: 741 days |
I did read your post.
I just chose not to respond at the time. Also, I have my phone back, and I’d like my name changed to Jamie (with the real handle thing also set to that), but probably won’t be really here anymore as I promised my dad I wouldn’t get myself involved with much of the toxic lot. Though most of said toxic lot aren’t here they might arrive once they find me here, so it’s best I stay away most of the time and only come on here sometimes. ^^ ____________________ Good riddance! |
| ゼンガー・ゾンボルト |
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 Roy Koopa My name is Sanger Zonvolt. I am the Sword that cleaves evil! Level: 155
Posts: 5652/7703 EXP: 46375703 Next: 1041517 Since: 01-04-12 From: Sweden Last post: 1268 days Last view: 1231 days |
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| Jamie |
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Banned
Excessive drama. Level: 74
Posts: 544/1480 EXP: 3520744 Next: 132800 Since: 06-03-14 Last post: 2057 days Last view: 741 days |
Most of the “toxic lot” I’m talking about are 13-15 year olds who hang around AcmlmBoards
Literally in my stupid server there were like 2 decent people in it other than Thierry and fiver and they were Sherry (who is completely unreachable outside Discord) and Yushe (I have her phone number). And several others were just stalking idiots without right life - me included in a sense since I kinda stalked a few people ____________________ Good riddance! |
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Roy Koopa My name is Sanger Zonvolt. I am the Sword that cleaves evil! Level: 155
Posts: 5653/7703 EXP: 46375703 Next: 1041517 Since: 01-04-12 From: Sweden Last post: 1268 days Last view: 1231 days |
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| Epele |
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Site Administrator
The Sorceress. Boing~ Level: 237
Posts: 17679/20774 EXP: 205436916 Next: 2542018 Since: 01-01-12 From: UK Last post: 1051 days Last view: 11 hours |
Don't worry about toxic people following you here. If they truly are toxic, we'd not want them here - and ban them. The world could always use more heroes! |
| Thierry |
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Level: 108
Posts: 2465/3456 EXP: 13267707 Next: 252792 Since: 03-19-13 Last post: 1 day Last view: 1 day |
said toxic people have a limited set of action they can do about you here, even regardless of staff.
this board is "safe". if they do anything remotely bad they're outta here anyway. as for the last Discord server you made, it's decent. I've been moderator there for long enough and there haven't been outbreaks like on your previous ones, the peeps there are calm enough. the only ban I had to apply was Moonlight, who went ranting about your parents being bad for too long. so he's out of the picture. on a unrelated note, I may give up on mailing you the Touhou plushies considering your parents will probably(?) refuse the package if we don't ask beforehand. I'd rather hand you the Flan/Cirno plushies in person since I'm planning to go to UK sometime, the only problem is when. my reason to go: "meet bunbuns uninvited like the best girl I am~" on one hand I'd like go to visit Epele once I'm more confident and I can actually speak English. I'm working on it but it's slow. and of course, by then I'd like to look however I wish I looked like. on the other hand, I've been meaning to meet Jamie for a couple years now. but I can't deny the major reason I want to hurry the meeting is to hand them the plushies. poor plushies sealed in a box. (; |
| Jamie |
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Banned
Excessive drama. Level: 74
Posts: 545/1480 EXP: 3520744 Next: 132800 Since: 06-03-14 Last post: 2057 days Last view: 741 days |
Just keep the plushies for now
Maybe once I get a credit/debit card you can mail me the stuff and I can say I bought them from somewhere internationally... ^^ Toxic people don’t really care about this place nor would they be able to do anything. This is probably the only acmlmboard I actually like now: I’m neutral about K64. ____________________ Good riddance! |
| Moonlight Capital |
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Click here for catgirls Level: 33
Posts: 149/243 EXP: 211950 Next: 17229 Since: 04-26-16 From: Italy Last post: 2132 days Last view: 2131 days |
What to say, um...
He cannot learn from his mistakes... Notice: I didn't leak any IP address, that is just a placeholder |
| NightYoshi370 |
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 Level: 36
Posts: 255/315 EXP: 280457 Next: 27653 Since: 12-31-17 Last post: 2133 days Last view: 1975 days |
"He cannot learn from his mistakes"
How is it his fault? According to the post he made earlier and the screenshot above, he claims that his father is the cause (Also, he already posted it here. I'll quote the text below) Posted by Jamie ____________________ Mario Making Mods |
| shan |
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Level: 110
Posts: 3308/4003 EXP: 14111308 Next: 297578 Since: 05-23-16 Last post: 448 days Last view: 447 days |
Posted by Jamie Well fuck. |
| NightYoshi370 |
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Level: 36
Posts: 257/315 EXP: 280457 Next: 27653 Since: 12-31-17 Last post: 2133 days Last view: 1975 days |
Welp, jamie told someone to post this here but I guess he forgot to? So I'll do it. Normally I don't want to be involved with this stuff, but since he didn't, I guess I will.
Source: https://moonlightcapital.ml/thread/14/#post83 ____________________ Mario Making Mods |
| Decoy Blimp |
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Level: 45
Posts: 327/524 EXP: 623791 Next: 36373 Since: 06-26-17 From: Maryland Last post: 518 days Last view: 240 days |
Given how many times Jamie has left and come back, I doubt this is permanent.
Jamie, if you're reading this, I used to be going through a similar thing you went through on a board similar to this one and I caused a lot of unnecessary drama. What ended up causing me to stop being so addicted to going to boards like this was moving across the US and going to a new school where I was much busier than I was previously and where I made supportive friends. I'm not saying you have to move and start life over, but I think your problem stems from too much free time to worry about stuff like this. That was the case for me. What I'd recommend you do is try to start being more active in real life. Given things you've said in previous situations like this, it definitely seems like you're dealing with depression, anxiety, or a combo of both. Find a local support group for people with depression in town and join it. Not only will you be occupying yourself in the real world, but you'll meet friends along the way who will be there to support you and in turn improve your confidence. I know it doesn't seem like anything will be better and you'll be stuck long into the foreseeable future, but take it from a guy who wanted to put a bullet in his head, things will change. I know every natural instinct you have tells you to reject what I'm saying, but it's true. Best of luck. Feel free to PM me or add me on Discord if you use it (My tag is Decoy Blimp#4468) |
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Click here for catgirls Level: 33
Posts: 161/243 EXP: 211950 Next: 17229 Since: 04-26-16 From: Italy Last post: 2132 days Last view: 2131 days |
He doesn't use Discord because he's too stubborn thinking it only causes trouble. |
| Decoy Blimp |
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Posts: 335/524 EXP: 623791 Next: 36373 Since: 06-26-17 From: Maryland Last post: 518 days Last view: 240 days |
That's unfortunate. I feel bad for Jamie, I hope things get better for him. |
| Jamie |
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Banned
Excessive drama. Level: 74
Posts: 586/1480 EXP: 3520744 Next: 132800 Since: 06-03-14 Last post: 2057 days Last view: 741 days |
I'll probably be arond again once I feel happy and sensible enough. I'm maybe close to getting a girlfriend so that's good ^^ ____________________ Good riddance! |
| Thierry |
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Level: 108
Posts: 2598/3456 EXP: 13267707 Next: 252792 Since: 03-19-13 Last post: 1 day Last view: 1 day |
oh hey, at least you're around for a bit. I've been meaning to look for you.
you needn't restrict yourself to black and white notions like "be gone" or "be around once whatever is accomplished", we were always fine with how you are. my advice is just go at your own pace. |
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Posted by Thieppy we what  |
| Thierry |
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Level: 108
Posts: 2617/3456 EXP: 13267707 Next: 252792 Since: 03-19-13 Last post: 1 day Last view: 1 day |
we as in, people here never ever had a problem with Jamie. all that's ever happened was outsite Kafuka. |
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