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Micro-Goomba Level: 8 Posts: 1/11 EXP: 1466 Next: 721 Since: 08-01-20 Last post: 1604 days Last view: 1339 days |
Former member of the old Acmlm board back in the early 2000s. Probably went on hiatus since 2007 or so!?
It's good to see some things haven't changed too terribly much. Looking back at my old posts, I'd say I have changed a lot. They were very difficult for me to read without feeling utterly disgusted, wondering, "Was that REALLY me!?" I still feel awful, guilty, and frankly terrified to tell anyone who I used to be. But I return for nostalgia and... hopefully to reconnect with old friends, maybe gain some sense of redemption for all the vitriol in my old behavior. |
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Micro-Goomba Level: 8 Posts: 2/11 EXP: 1466 Next: 721 Since: 08-01-20 Last post: 1604 days Last view: 1339 days |
I love the eyelashes! They look a bit like aquatic fins. I've never seen anything like that before. |
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Micro-Goomba Level: 8 Posts: 3/11 EXP: 1466 Next: 721 Since: 08-01-20 Last post: 1604 days Last view: 1339 days |
It also crossed my mind that things may have changed so much since then, especially with the handles everyone goes by. And in my 13 years of absence, I am sure many members who joined afterward have gained prominence; either left years ago or are still active today.
And thank you! |
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Micro-Goomba Level: 8 Posts: 4/11 EXP: 1466 Next: 721 Since: 08-01-20 Last post: 1604 days Last view: 1339 days |
Haha! Nice! I STILL have to find a ditto to finish the research.
I think I let it sit there for over a year now? |
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Micro-Goomba Level: 8 Posts: 5/11 EXP: 1466 Next: 721 Since: 08-01-20 Last post: 1604 days Last view: 1339 days |
I caught --LOTSA SPAGHETTI! |
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Micro-Goomba Level: 8 Posts: 6/11 EXP: 1466 Next: 721 Since: 08-01-20 Last post: 1604 days Last view: 1339 days |
This.
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Micro-Goomba Level: 8 Posts: 7/11 EXP: 1466 Next: 721 Since: 08-01-20 Last post: 1604 days Last view: 1339 days |
Happy escape-your-mother's-womb Day! |
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Micro-Goomba Level: 8 Posts: 8/11 EXP: 1466 Next: 721 Since: 08-01-20 Last post: 1604 days Last view: 1339 days |
Posted by TreliorPosted by DynajayI'm on the Ditto catch too. I've been sourcing Meltan from the Let's Go incense. My third box will be available for me to use tomorrow. Finally hit the level to get pinap berries, and I've been stockpiling. I've only been playing since July 26. Ugh that's too perfect! Sounds like you don't even need to put your shoes on, just waltz into the right place and you can battle in the gym. Would be super cool if there were a decent number of players around the same area in case a legendary raid pops up! My perfect 100 Tyranitar! <3 |
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Micro-Goomba Level: 8 Posts: 9/11 EXP: 1466 Next: 721 Since: 08-01-20 Last post: 1604 days Last view: 1339 days |
fail safe |
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Micro-Goomba Level: 8 Posts: 10/11 EXP: 1466 Next: 721 Since: 08-01-20 Last post: 1604 days Last view: 1339 days |
Between probably 2003 to 2008 I spent some time in the acmlm boards.
Back then I was a teenager and really struggled to figure out who I was. Lived with an emotionally abusive father, suffered depression, made a lot of bad decisions. I had a tendency to lash out at others over my own poor judgements. Given that my self-esteem has been broken several times in the real world, I sort of made up my own ridiculous stories and started arguments habitually. I guess this was a way of supplementing my ego and deluding myself? It kinda dawned on me one day that no matter what I claimed to be no one is impressed. An awful lot has happened since I stopped logging in. One day I looked up the internet archives and reread my posts from over a decade ago thinking, "Wow! Did I REALLY talk like that?" It honestly sickened me to my stomach thinking how terrible I was to virtually everyone. Deliberately hurting people online isn't even in my heart anymore. It got me worked up for no reason and is a complete waste of time. And I know some people may say, "It's just the internet, it isn't real." But everyone knows there are real people behind those screen names. People who live their own lives and deal with their own struggles. Anyone can be terrible to others online under the veil of anonymity. But I find it is wiser to treat everyone, at the very least, with basic dignity and respect. I strongly prefer to exercise kindness in the hopes of inspiring a chain reaction. And I've undergone some drastic physical changes that actually made me feel a LOT better about myself, which is probably going to be a story for another time because... it's a long one! Anyhow, if you remember my old handles such as "The_Raven" or "Cruel Justice"... Yeah... that's me. |
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Micro-Goomba Level: 8 Posts: 11/11 EXP: 1466 Next: 721 Since: 08-01-20 Last post: 1604 days Last view: 1339 days |
Whatever this thing is. |
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