DECEMBER 28

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Total amount of posts: 56

1	skyl	12
2	Lili~ ♥	9
3	Epele	7
3	Next Jen	7
5	Danielle	6

Daily Points

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1	skyl	10
2	Lili~ ♥	7
3	Next Jen	5
3	Epele	5
5	Danielle	1

Monthly Points

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1	Next Jen	156
2	Squiddy	135
3	skyl	130
4	Lili~ ♥	109
5	SapphireBlaze	77
6	Danielle	61
7	Nicole	39
8	Epele	35
9	ゼンガー・ゾンボルト	27
10	ek_0	25
11	Trelior	20
12	Marzen64	15
13	shibboleet	12
13	Kaj	12
15	Mary	9
16	Nin	8
16	Emuz	8
18	8JeDaYoshi8	7
19	KP	3

I guess that's why I only seem to really get along well with autistic people. Or people with anxiety issues, that seems to work as well.

Posted by Next Jen

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I am very awkward around people and it is hard for me to look people in the eyes or even talk with them. Like when people talk with me, I have to wonder why and what their motive is.

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Oh, you sound like me, I struggle with the exact same issues. I'm actually surprised, I wouldn't have expected that.

I guess it's not one of those things you just tell everyone around the world.

Posted by skyluigi

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Wasn't the small size immediately obvious?

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It should have been, but... I'm apparently oblivious to those facts.

Posted by skyluigi

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And, do you like hot chocolate?

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Maybe you'll give me that hot chocolate and I'll give you a frozen bottle of cola in return? How about it?

Posted by Nicole

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Posted by Lili~ ♥

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Posted by Nicole

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Do you like days where you never get to go back home you're so busy?

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I absolutely hate those days! I just need some time for myself to relax.

I hope you're not implying that's what you're going through, because... :<

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I am finally back in my apartment now though, for the first time since the 23rd... so that's good at least.

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That's good to hear! Those last days must have been the absolute horror for you. *hugs*

I'm so glad to have you back, though.

That was weird.

I woke up and checked the time on my phone. The next moment, I was wondering why my phone was in my bag and not plugged in to recharge because I was sure I plugged it in last night.

After a while, I realized I was just dreaming and I didn't actually recharge my phone.

DECEMBER 29

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Total amount of posts: 35

1	skyl	7
1	Next Jen	7
3	Nicole	5
3	Lili~ ♥	5
5	ゼンガー・ゾンボルト	4

Daily Points

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1	skyl	10
1	Next Jen	10
3	Lili~ ♥	5
3	Nicole	5
5	ゼンガー・ゾンボルト	1

Monthly Points

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1	Next Jen	166
2	skyl	140
3	Squiddy	135
4	Lili~ ♥	114
5	SapphireBlaze	77
6	Danielle	61
7	Nicole	44
8	Epele	35
9	ゼンガー・ゾンボルト	28
10	ek_0	25
11	Trelior	20
12	Marzen64	15
13	shibboleet	12
13	Kaj	12
15	Mary	9
16	Emuz	8
16	Nin	8
18	8JeDaYoshi8	7
19	KP	3

I hope she'll have children by then.

I always think I'm ugly. And I'm scared of others' reactions when they see me.

Do you love doing this?

<Lili> Well I'm tired, so good ni- <Gywall> NO! WAIT! I WANT TO TALK TO YOU! <Lili> *yawns* well, okay... I'll stay awake for you...

I dreamed of clothes shopping. Bought a nice denim skirt.

And when I woke up I was like "wait, where am I, how did I get here". I didn't even realize I was dreaming.

I know that I would normally have nothing to fear, people keep telling me I look really young... but well.

DECEMBER 30

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Total amount of posts: 45

1	Next Jen	7
2	ゼンガー・ゾンボルト	6
2	Lili~ ♥	6
4	Squiddy	5
4	skyl	5

Daily Points

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1	Next Jen	10
2	Lili~ ♥	7
2	ゼンガー・ゾンボルト	7
4	skyl	3
4	Squiddy	3

Monthly Points

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1	Next Jen	176
2	skyl	143
3	Squiddy	138
4	Lili~ ♥	121
5	SapphireBlaze	77
6	Danielle	61
7	Nicole	44
8	ゼンガー・ゾンボルト	35
8	Epele	35
10	ek_0	25
11	Trelior	20
12	Marzen64	15
13	shibboleet	12
13	Kaj	12
15	Mary	9
16	Emuz	8
16	Nin	8
18	8JeDaYoshi8	7
19	KP	3

I'm so ill... I felt like I was about to die last night. I just had this massive pain that seemed like it would never stop. It's not much better today.

DECEMBER 31

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Total amount of posts: 39

1	skyl	12
2	Squiddy	7
3	Next Jen	6
4	Danielle	4
4	Epele	4

Daily Points

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1	skyl	10
2	Squiddy	7
3	Next Jen	5
4	Epele	3
4	Danielle	3

Monthly Points

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1	Next Jen	181
2	skyl	153
3	Squiddy	145
4	Lili~ ♥	121
5	SapphireBlaze	77
6	Danielle	64
7	Nicole	44
8	Epele	38
9	ゼンガー・ゾンボルト	35
10	ek_0	25
11	Trelior	20
12	Marzen64	15
13	shibboleet	12
13	Kaj	12
15	Mary	9
16	Emuz	8
16	Nin	8
18	8JeDaYoshi8	7
19	KP	3

Maybe I should do it? I love statistics!

(but maybe when I'm sober again )

Are you sad that you've missed drunk Lili?

Posted by skyluigi

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I would like to purchase a meowing license. Do you have any?

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Sorry, I'm sold out right now. Come back later.

Posted by Squiddy

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So, will you never get very drunk or do drugs?

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Of course not! I haven't been drinking in five years and this was pretty much an exception.

Posted by Squiddy

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I know you were slightly drunk but that's alright. Just a glass makes everyone drunk anyway (unless if they are alcoholics ).

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Gywall told me I've drunk more than she could ever handle. I chuckled when she called champagne a "strong drink".
But yeah, I have no training whatsoever so it shouldn't surprise you that I had a bit of difficulties with typing and all after only one glass. (I always misspelled that one word in the most hilarious ways. You know, "fireworks".)

Posted by Squiddy

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And also, don't you think you should have drank on the night of the 30th so that your food poisoning wouldn't have been that bad?

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I didn't know being drunk protects against food poisoning.

Posted by Squiddy

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If I do ever find out that you get very drunk or do drugs, then I'll take my own life to teach you a lesson, just in case.

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Don't worry, you won't ever need to do that. *hugs*

Posted by CherryBunny

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Seems I have the highest average monthly points.

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I honestly wouldn't have expected you to win the year.

Well, I got third... that's cool! A great improvement from the last few years.

JANUARY 1

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Total amount of posts: 25

1	Lili~ ♥	5
1	Squiddy	5
1	Epele	5
4	skyl	3
5	Skiaak	2

Daily Points

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1	Lili~ ♥	10
1	Epele	10
1	Squiddy	10
4	skyl	3
5	Skiaak	1

Monthly Points

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1	Lili~ ♥	10
1	Epele	10
1	Squiddy	10
4	skyl	3
5	Skiaak	1

Posted by Dani

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If you needed Abilify, would you miss the occasional alcoholic beverage?

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I wouldn't call every five years "regular"...

Posted by Squiddy

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So it shouldn't be too bad if I were to drink a glass of champagne once I am the legal age as I'll only be a bit drunk? I don't plan on drinking bottles of vodka or moonshine, though.

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Nah. But it will be fun to see you drunk.

Posted by Nicole

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Is there any way I could make you worry less about me? :<

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It's hard to not worry about you when I have to live with the constant fear of ending up with no friends at all one day.

And I'm like the most antisocial person ever, so who would even want to like me? :<