Posted by ゼンガー・ゾンボルト

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Posted by Lili~ ♥

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What? Are you complaining 'cuz you aren't a girl?

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No, I'm complaining because you'd treat me differently.

*tries to think of a question but fails*

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Well, I guess you *could* gain my trust, somehow, but, er... I dunno how you'd accomplish that.

Posted by Squiddy

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Do you think I need to slap ゼンガー・ゾンボルト not asking you a question?

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First I'll slap you for thinking of such a terribly overdone answer.

I can't sleep properly lately and keep getting hit by insomnia. It sucks.

Just last night, I was so paranoid about someone being in the apartment that I simply couldn't fall asleep at all. :<

Posted by ゼンガー・ゾンボルト

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Why would it be hard for me to gain your trust? I'll have you know that I'm fiercely loyal to my friends. I can also keep secrets, if needed.

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Because, well, uh... *tries to think of a reason that's not gender related*

Posted by SapphireBlaze

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You guys don't realise that teenage boys are the horniest people on earth? Our sex drives come in way earlier, which tends to mean we either watch a lot of porn as teenagers or just go out and show it desperately, which gets us branded as perverts. We generally mellow out more around adulthood depending on the person. Also you miiiiiiiight be going to the wrong places.

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Thank you for teaching me about stuff I always wanted to know.

In all honesty, I really had no idea. I guess that kinda explains why guys are the most annoying people in school. And I don't go to the wrong places, I simply don't go anywhere. in b4 social anxiety

Is it just me or do straight women not make any sense?

I don't understand how one can like aggression and dominance. It's a total turn-off to me. I prefer a cute lil' girl I can protect and take care of.

Posted by Squiddy

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Do you think you'll need ZzzQuil?

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If my next few nights end up horrible like that again then yes, I might need sleeping pills. I'd rather not though.

NOVEMBER 22

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Total amount of posts: 52

1	Squiddy	11
2	Lili~ ♥	8
2	SapphireBlaze	8
4	Nicole	6
5	Kaj	5

Daily Points

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1	Squiddy	10
2	SapphireBlaze	7
2	Lili~ ♥	7
4	Nicole	3
5	Kaj	1

Monthly Points

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1	SapphireBlaze	105
2	ek_0	104
3	Lili~ ♥	78
3	Squiddy	78
5	Epele	64
6	Nicole	46
7	Kaj	43
8	Kawa	39
9	ゼンガー・ゾンボルト	36
10	skyl	32
11	Danielle	26
12	Trelior	25
13	Emuz	21
14	Googie	20
15	Taryn	13
16	shibboleet	5
16	Arisotura	5
18	Phyresis	4
19	Mononobe no Futo	1

You don't like me?

* Liliana cries

Looks like anorexia hit me again.

I was trying to starve myself today to the point of falling over due to the immense pain caused by my hunger. That's not good at all. :<

Taryn... I remember when we were close friends, and when she helped me come to terms with myself... I honestly don't know where I would be now if I hadn't met her. She had her quirks, like everyone else, but she was a great friend to have.

Up to the last moment I hoped this whole thing would have a happy end, that she had been in hospital or something. Hearing the bad news shocked me.

I'll miss her...

NOVEMBER 23

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Total amount of posts: 71

1	ゼンガー・ゾンボルト	9
2	Danielle	8
3	SapphireBlaze	7
4	Nicole	6
5	Marzen64	5

Daily Points

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1	ゼンガー・ゾンボルト	10
2	Danielle	7
3	SapphireBlaze	5
4	Nicole	3
5	Marzen64	1

Monthly Points

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1	SapphireBlaze	110
2	ek_0	104
3	Squiddy	78
3	Lili~ ♥	78
5	Epele	64
6	Nicole	49
7	ゼンガー・ゾンボルト	46
8	Kaj	43
9	Kawa	39
10	Danielle	33
11	skyl	32
12	Trelior	25
13	Emuz	21
14	Googie	20
15	Taryn	13
16	Arisotura	5
16	shibboleet	5
18	Phyresis	4
19	Marzen64	1
19	Mononobe no Futo	1

Since Trapster was early for the show (like always), I decided to wait until it's *actually* your birthday.

So happy birthday, Marzen64!

NOVEMBER 24

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Total amount of posts: 42

1	Next Jen	11
2	Danielle	8
3	Epele	4
4	Nicole	2
4	Lili~ ♥	2
4	SapphireBlaze	2
4	Googie	2
4	Squiddy	2

Daily Points

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1	Next Jen	10
2	Danielle	7
3	Epele	5
4	Squiddy	3
4	Googie	3
4	Nicole	3
4	Lili~ ♥	3
4	SapphireBlaze	3

Monthly Points

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1	SapphireBlaze	113
2	ek_0	104
3	Squiddy	81
3	Lili~ ♥	81
5	Epele	69
6	Nicole	52
7	ゼンガー・ゾンボルト	46
8	Kaj	43
9	Danielle	40
10	Kawa	39
11	skyl	32
12	Trelior	25
13	Googie	23
14	Emuz	21
15	Taryn	13
16	Next Jen	10
17	Arisotura	5
17	shibboleet	5
19	Phyresis	4
20	Marzen64	1
20	Mononobe no Futo	1

White chocolate.

I just spontaneously decided to buy some of that yesterday while I was in the supermarket. I certainly don't regret that decision.

I only happened to notice this since that layout is permanent now.

It seems that the IRC tags don't work properly with the LMB layout and lack their black background. Which can make the text hard to read with certain post layout.

It's actually pure luck that we managed to find her address for the wellness check (one of the guys over at the IRC channel sent a postcard to Taryn last summer and still had it), because if not, we'd still be sitting here worrying about her.

She did call sick at work on Monday via email from what we know, so it's likely she was already bedridden on the 13th and simply couldn't pick up the package because she was too weak to leave her bed. That's actually quite depressing. :<

NOVEMBER 25

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Total amount of posts: 57

1	Next Jen	8
2	skyl	7
3	Lili~ ♥	5
4	shibboleet	4
4	Trelior	4
4	Danielle	4
4	Epele	4
4	Squiddy	4

Daily Points

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1	Next Jen	10
2	skyl	7
3	Lili~ ♥	5
4	Squiddy	3
4	Epele	3
4	shibboleet	3
4	Trelior	3
4	Danielle	3

Monthly Points

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1	SapphireBlaze	113
2	ek_0	104
3	Lili~ ♥	86
4	Squiddy	84
5	Epele	72
6	Nicole	52
7	ゼンガー・ゾンボルト	46
8	Kaj	43
8	Danielle	43
10	skyl	39
10	Kawa	39
12	Trelior	28
13	Googie	23
14	Emuz	21
15	Next Jen	20
16	Taryn	13
17	shibboleet	8
18	Arisotura	5
19	Phyresis	4
20	Mononobe no Futo	1
20	Marzen64	1

Posted by ゼンガー・ゾンボルト

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Calling people is easy. Call me, Lili.

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Trapster, sweetie, you wanted me to call you, my dear?

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I had another dream involving me in school cuddling and kissing with my school friend.

I kiiiiinda think I had a crush on her. Why else would I still dream of her even after I left school?

Posted by Anya

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I've had phone "conversations" with people for the first time that mostly consisted of awkward silences.

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Sounds like my first therapist sessions. It was just kinda... five minutes of awkward silence. Then I was actually brave enough to utter some scattered words.

It took me a while to gain confidence.